Woke up today April 1st hoping to turn on the news & have them say April fools! Well that did not happen.
I found out the amount of money I will lose from my check every month over 800 bucks. EIGHT HUNDRED DOLLARS! The president of the company said it would be for 2 months in his speech but then the letter they sent does not specify a time & just keeps saying we hope. Alot of people including me will be jumping ship if things get back to normal & they keep that money from us.
I told my husband it would be ok & I applied for unemployment ( right now you can apply for a reduction in wage) but I don't know if I am eligible.I am stressed, clenching my jaw all the time. I have heart burn & just feel edgy. I don't know that it will be ok, I really don't.
I have been walking the dog everyday but honestly I am getting nervous about doing that, even though no one is around when we go. I thought to myself all of those prepper people that I used to joke about are right, they said if something like this happened people would be hoarding supplies. Yesterday in NJ they reopened the gun shops saying that Homeland Security deemed them an essential business. I thought to myself WHAT?! What are they expecting to happen?
The Pope said mass to an empty St Peters Basilica the other day. What a haunting image that was. In his mass he recited a scripture when everything was dark & people were afraid & they cried to out God why have you forsaken us?! God replied have you no faith? I have faith & I am trying to be careful staying in except to walk the dog. I pray every night & during the day. God please eradicate this virus from the world & bring peace again.
This weekend the plants from my garden are coming ( thankfully I ordered them back in December) so I will be outside cutting the grass & planting my garden. My garden reminds me life goes on, it may go on differntly from now on but it goes on.
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